1 00:00:01,664 --> 00:00:04,117 Wash your hands. Wear a mask. 2 00:00:04,273 --> 00:00:06,366 Stay six feet apart at all times. 3 00:00:06,451 --> 00:00:08,147 Work from home. 4 00:00:08,328 --> 00:00:11,309 Only leave the house for essential services. 5 00:00:11,518 --> 00:00:13,136 ...thank you, doctor. All good. 6 00:00:15,848 --> 00:00:17,191 We're ready here. 7 00:00:19,036 --> 00:00:22,542 - ♪ Broken, disillusioned ♪ - In 3, 2... 8 00:00:22,648 --> 00:00:24,400 Good morning, Grey-Sloan. 9 00:00:24,593 --> 00:00:26,061 Richard Webber, here, 10 00:00:26,369 --> 00:00:29,608 ...chief medical officer for the Catherine Fox Foundation. 11 00:00:29,693 --> 00:00:31,624 And at times, we even need you 12 00:00:31,709 --> 00:00:33,288 to isolate from the people you love. 13 00:00:33,373 --> 00:00:35,952 This time has been extremely difficult. 14 00:00:36,326 --> 00:00:38,358 Many members of our staff have been unable 15 00:00:38,443 --> 00:00:39,921 to see their families, 16 00:00:40,172 --> 00:00:42,069 we've struggled with supplies, 17 00:00:42,432 --> 00:00:45,270 and we've lost more patients than we could ever imagine. 18 00:00:46,138 --> 00:00:47,233 I'm so sorry. 19 00:00:47,318 --> 00:00:48,615 I gotta say, it's a definite improvement 20 00:00:48,699 --> 00:00:50,147 from his last on-screen performance. 21 00:00:50,232 --> 00:00:52,811 Only two people in the lounge at a time. COVID protocol. 22 00:00:52,896 --> 00:00:53,960 - Since when? - Since now. 23 00:00:54,045 --> 00:00:55,280 Along with our patients, 24 00:00:55,365 --> 00:00:57,889 we need to take care of each other. 25 00:00:58,281 --> 00:01:00,032 That's why I'm pleased to announce 26 00:01:00,203 --> 00:01:02,358 that Grey-Sloan has been fortunate enough 27 00:01:02,443 --> 00:01:06,327 to secure enough COVID tests for the entire staff. 28 00:01:06,412 --> 00:01:09,098 Today, we will be testing hospital-wide. 29 00:01:09,183 --> 00:01:10,975 It is not an option. 30 00:01:11,449 --> 00:01:14,001 Additionally, and effective immediately, 31 00:01:14,249 --> 00:01:16,531 residents will not be able to go into rooms 32 00:01:16,616 --> 00:01:17,969 with COVID-positive patients 33 00:01:18,053 --> 00:01:20,077 or those patients whose results are pending. 34 00:01:20,162 --> 00:01:22,914 That's half the hospital's patient intake! 35 00:01:22,999 --> 00:01:24,578 - Why?! - It is imperative 36 00:01:24,663 --> 00:01:27,046 that we control the hospital's transmission rate 37 00:01:27,131 --> 00:01:28,615 and protect our residents. 38 00:01:28,852 --> 00:01:30,737 Oh, and speaking of residents, 39 00:01:30,899 --> 00:01:34,171 please let's give our new class of interns a warm welcome. 40 00:01:36,183 --> 00:01:39,226 And they have graciously agreed to start early 41 00:01:39,326 --> 00:01:40,983 to help us in our time of need. 42 00:01:41,068 --> 00:01:42,343 We have to press pause 43 00:01:42,428 --> 00:01:44,663 on everything that makes us feel like we belong. 44 00:01:45,245 --> 00:01:49,460 Sadly, quarantine looks a lot like surgical internship. 45 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:51,725 No joy if you want to survive. 46 00:01:51,887 --> 00:01:54,257 Sorry, I went to get a few hours of sleep. 47 00:01:54,342 --> 00:01:56,093 Hey. Okay. Present. 48 00:01:56,185 --> 00:01:57,913 Patient was admitted for respiratory support 49 00:01:57,998 --> 00:02:00,288 four days ago, after a positive COVID test. 50 00:02:00,493 --> 00:02:03,779 Her O2 is 92% on six liters nasal cannula, 51 00:02:03,864 --> 00:02:05,682 WBC count is downtrending, 52 00:02:05,774 --> 00:02:07,733 and her latest creatinine is .89. 53 00:02:08,050 --> 00:02:09,634 How's she feeling? Any body aches? 54 00:02:09,735 --> 00:02:11,486 Increased fatigue? 55 00:02:11,741 --> 00:02:13,819 Why don't you ask me yourself?! 56 00:02:15,903 --> 00:02:17,218 Lungs sound good. 57 00:02:18,837 --> 00:02:20,124 Hey. 58 00:02:20,731 --> 00:02:22,561 When are you gonna let me out of here? 59 00:02:22,729 --> 00:02:24,060 I'm gonna let you out of here 60 00:02:24,145 --> 00:02:25,975 when I'm convinced you won't collapse again. 61 00:02:26,060 --> 00:02:28,979 Well, that was four days ago. I feel fine. 62 00:02:29,291 --> 00:02:31,897 I think you should just release me with supplemental oxygen 63 00:02:31,982 --> 00:02:33,736 so I can go quarantine in a hotel. 64 00:02:33,876 --> 00:02:36,261 Let's give the room to someone who really needs it. 65 00:02:36,346 --> 00:02:39,032 According to the tracker, we're almost at capacity. 66 00:02:39,117 --> 00:02:41,302 I told them to take away your log-in privileges 67 00:02:41,387 --> 00:02:42,367 so that you would rest. 68 00:02:42,459 --> 00:02:45,281 I have connections. I own the place. 69 00:02:45,366 --> 00:02:47,392 Well, let me take a look at your inflammatory markers 70 00:02:47,476 --> 00:02:49,561 and your D-dimers, and then we'll talk. 71 00:02:51,708 --> 00:02:53,483 Who's on my service?! 72 00:02:53,890 --> 00:02:55,909 It's handled, Mer! We got it! 73 00:02:55,994 --> 00:02:57,444 And will you stop yelling? 74 00:02:57,637 --> 00:02:59,303 You need to save your breath. 75 00:03:02,350 --> 00:03:03,983 Damn it! 76 00:03:16,505 --> 00:03:18,826 We were not able to resuscitate Mrs. Lewis... 77 00:03:18,911 --> 00:03:21,200 Respiratory failure. Time of death 8:12. 78 00:03:21,409 --> 00:03:22,727 Do you want me to call her daughter? 79 00:03:22,811 --> 00:03:24,395 No. I've been getting to know her these past two weeks. 80 00:03:24,479 --> 00:03:25,763 I should call her. 81 00:03:25,847 --> 00:03:27,231 I want to call her. 82 00:03:30,951 --> 00:03:32,192 You okay? 83 00:03:32,610 --> 00:03:35,036 That's the seventh patient I've lost this week. 84 00:03:36,725 --> 00:03:37,895 I'm sorry. 85 00:03:38,839 --> 00:03:39,997 Me, too. 86 00:03:41,746 --> 00:03:43,325 - Are you lost? - No. 87 00:03:43,410 --> 00:03:45,449 It's quiet on the peds floor, so I thought I'd come down here 88 00:03:45,533 --> 00:03:47,442 and see if I could ease the burden a little bit. 89 00:03:47,848 --> 00:03:49,786 Turns out, adults aren't as funny as kids. 90 00:03:49,871 --> 00:03:51,520 Unless you find death funny. 91 00:03:52,374 --> 00:03:54,387 Sorry, I'm in a really dark mood. 92 00:03:54,496 --> 00:03:55,613 How's Grey doing? 93 00:03:55,698 --> 00:03:58,951 Oh, I hear she's bossing everybody around up there. 94 00:03:59,036 --> 00:04:01,090 Glad to see some things are returning to normal. 95 00:04:01,906 --> 00:04:03,257 Want me to tell her you said hi? 96 00:04:03,342 --> 00:04:05,934 God, no. Wouldn't want her to think she's special. 97 00:04:08,071 --> 00:04:11,090 I would get another CRP, ESR, D-dimer, 98 00:04:11,175 --> 00:04:12,777 and I'd like to schedule her for a chest CT 99 00:04:12,861 --> 00:04:14,612 before we even consider discharging her. 100 00:04:14,696 --> 00:04:16,314 I'm sorry, "I"? 101 00:04:16,398 --> 00:04:17,882 We. You. Whomever. 102 00:04:17,966 --> 00:04:19,751 What's going on? Meredith wants to leave 103 00:04:19,835 --> 00:04:22,918 to go to a hotel. Her pulse ox is above 92%, 104 00:04:23,004 --> 00:04:26,348 her ABG looks good, no fever for 48 hours. 105 00:04:26,678 --> 00:04:28,262 I'll check her daily labs, 106 00:04:28,369 --> 00:04:30,120 but she does not want any more tests. 107 00:04:30,205 --> 00:04:32,739 And this is protocol. 108 00:04:33,415 --> 00:04:35,301 And she wants us to follow it. 109 00:04:35,919 --> 00:04:37,583 Meredith breaks protocol for every patient. 110 00:04:37,667 --> 00:04:39,437 We can't break it for her? 111 00:04:39,635 --> 00:04:40,892 Part of being an attending 112 00:04:40,977 --> 00:04:43,481 means no longer asking for permission. 113 00:04:47,596 --> 00:04:49,013 - Hey! - Meredith! Oh, my God. 114 00:04:49,097 --> 00:04:50,815 - Mer? Mer! Hey! - Meredith? 115 00:04:50,899 --> 00:04:51,949 - Hey! - Hey, Mer! 116 00:04:52,033 --> 00:04:53,351 - Meredith? - Hey, okay, okay. 117 00:04:53,435 --> 00:04:55,369 Meredith? Okay. Let's turn her over. 1, 2, 3. 118 00:04:57,028 --> 00:04:59,270 Meredith, come on. Stay with me, Mer. Hey. 119 00:04:59,700 --> 00:05:01,942 Okay, come on. 120 00:05:02,150 --> 00:05:04,457 - Meredith? - Come on. Come on. 121 00:05:04,571 --> 00:05:06,403 Meredith! 122 00:05:09,760 --> 00:05:16,583 ♪ Take me in ♪ 123 00:05:16,691 --> 00:05:19,832 ♪ Like I've never been ♪ 124 00:05:20,032 --> 00:05:25,840 ♪ Lead me now to your heart's chagrin ♪ 125 00:05:26,864 --> 00:05:33,372 ♪ Take me in ♪ 126 00:05:33,765 --> 00:05:36,879 ♪ By the river's bend ♪ 127 00:05:37,151 --> 00:05:42,762 ♪ Where I can wash away my sins ♪ 128 00:05:43,329 --> 00:05:47,098 ♪ Whoa, won't you take me in ♪ 129 00:05:49,269 --> 00:05:51,687 ♪ Walk me down ♪ 130 00:05:51,825 --> 00:05:55,528 - Meredith! - ♪ Walk me down ♪ 131 00:05:56,012 --> 00:05:59,417 ♪ To the hollow ground ♪ 132 00:05:59,502 --> 00:06:05,507 ♪ There I promise not to lose my crown ♪ 133 00:06:25,019 --> 00:06:27,114 *GREY's ANATOMY* Season 17 Episode 03 134 00:06:27,252 --> 00:06:29,252 Episode Title: "My Happy Ending" 135 00:06:29,384 --> 00:06:31,384 Aired on: November 19, 2020 136 00:06:35,066 --> 00:06:36,661 - Mer? - Mer? 137 00:06:36,784 --> 00:06:38,662 - Hey, Mer, you passed out. Hey, do you know - Okay, sats are 88. 138 00:06:38,746 --> 00:06:39,931 Where you are? Can you hear me? 139 00:06:40,015 --> 00:06:42,066 I can hear you. And you're loud. 140 00:06:42,151 --> 00:06:44,005 Well, sorry. 141 00:06:45,697 --> 00:06:47,270 Come on. Take a deep breath for me. 142 00:06:47,355 --> 00:06:48,355 Come on. 143 00:06:51,612 --> 00:06:54,841 I just was trying to take a couple of steps. 144 00:06:55,250 --> 00:06:57,083 I thought I could make it. 145 00:06:57,570 --> 00:06:58,887 I want to go to the beach. 146 00:06:58,972 --> 00:07:02,892 The only place you're going is radiology for a chest CT, Mer. 147 00:07:02,977 --> 00:07:04,614 No more tests. 148 00:07:04,699 --> 00:07:07,966 Meredith, that is where we are going right now. 149 00:07:18,597 --> 00:07:20,023 E-Excuse me. Ma'am, 150 00:07:20,107 --> 00:07:22,459 despite what you may read or hear in the news, 151 00:07:22,543 --> 00:07:25,427 sunlight does not in fact kill COVID-19. 152 00:07:25,512 --> 00:07:28,552 Ha. I've been covering Meredith's service. 153 00:07:28,645 --> 00:07:31,059 I haven't been outside in four days. 154 00:07:31,166 --> 00:07:33,247 - What are you doing here? - Hand trauma. 155 00:07:33,338 --> 00:07:35,623 You left Amelia alone with four kids for a hand? 156 00:07:35,708 --> 00:07:36,943 She told me to come in. 157 00:07:37,028 --> 00:07:39,376 Oh. You're already annoying her. 158 00:07:39,614 --> 00:07:41,052 What's on your shirt? 159 00:07:41,473 --> 00:07:44,161 Ooh, that's, uh, syrup? 160 00:07:44,275 --> 00:07:45,872 I made pancakes this morning. 161 00:07:46,190 --> 00:07:48,451 Weird. You're a dad. 162 00:07:48,536 --> 00:07:50,028 - Missed you! - Yeah. 163 00:07:51,472 --> 00:07:53,505 Abdominal pain consult in the ER. 164 00:07:54,145 --> 00:07:55,525 I have faith in you. 165 00:07:55,699 --> 00:07:57,622 COVID test is still pending. 166 00:07:58,254 --> 00:08:00,403 I feel like I could just lay down and die. 167 00:08:00,488 --> 00:08:01,802 Ah. 168 00:08:02,534 --> 00:08:04,719 You really shouldn't say that during a pandemic. 169 00:08:04,857 --> 00:08:06,020 God. 170 00:08:08,956 --> 00:08:10,574 We should have gotten scans hours ago. 171 00:08:10,658 --> 00:08:12,270 She felt fine hours ago. 172 00:08:12,355 --> 00:08:13,291 That's the thing with these patients. 173 00:08:13,407 --> 00:08:14,639 They think that they're on the other side of this thing, 174 00:08:14,723 --> 00:08:16,052 - and then they tank. - DeLuca... 175 00:08:16,137 --> 00:08:17,447 Instead of waiting around, we should have started 176 00:08:17,531 --> 00:08:20,050 interferon alpha 2b, anti-retrovirals, 177 00:08:20,184 --> 00:08:21,551 antimalarial drugs. 178 00:08:21,635 --> 00:08:24,607 I got a-a dozen patients in the ICU already on this protocol. 179 00:08:24,692 --> 00:08:25,856 And you're seeing positive results? 180 00:08:25,940 --> 00:08:27,593 With some, but I've also read a lot of studies 181 00:08:27,677 --> 00:08:29,436 that show that these meds, they reduce the sev... 182 00:08:29,520 --> 00:08:30,757 What studies? Are these peer-reviewed? 183 00:08:30,841 --> 00:08:32,262 - Have they been published? - They're credible. 184 00:08:32,346 --> 00:08:35,309 Nothing is credible. Not yet. 185 00:08:35,394 --> 00:08:36,565 And I don't feel comfortable 186 00:08:36,650 --> 00:08:38,602 giving Meredith Grey some experimental drug 187 00:08:38,686 --> 00:08:40,804 that's gotten some foot traffic on a Reddit board. 188 00:08:40,888 --> 00:08:42,039 Let's just get the scans first. 189 00:08:42,123 --> 00:08:43,607 We can fight about the plan later. 190 00:08:49,463 --> 00:08:50,681 Val Ashton? 191 00:08:50,765 --> 00:08:52,919 Hi. I'm Dr. Wilson. 192 00:08:53,266 --> 00:08:56,061 Okay, so you've had abdominal pain and vomiting 193 00:08:56,146 --> 00:08:58,482 - for the last two weeks? - But it's not COVID. 194 00:08:58,567 --> 00:09:01,224 I have gone nowhere, seen no one, touched nothing. 195 00:09:01,309 --> 00:09:04,286 I couldn't stop talking to the nurse that took my blood. 196 00:09:04,480 --> 00:09:06,262 It was the first in-person conversation 197 00:09:06,347 --> 00:09:07,698 I had had in months. 198 00:09:07,782 --> 00:09:09,904 I told her about the fight with my co-worker, 199 00:09:09,989 --> 00:09:11,172 all about my ex. 200 00:09:11,257 --> 00:09:14,170 And I think I invited her to lunch. 201 00:09:14,255 --> 00:09:16,474 Don't worry. They're used to it. 202 00:09:16,651 --> 00:09:20,459 Okay, so your labs came back already, and... 203 00:09:20,662 --> 00:09:22,095 congratulations. 204 00:09:22,196 --> 00:09:23,553 You don't have COVID. 205 00:09:23,792 --> 00:09:25,701 You're just pregnant. 206 00:09:26,288 --> 00:09:28,039 - What? - Pregnant. 207 00:09:28,124 --> 00:09:30,076 - What? - Yaay? 208 00:09:33,039 --> 00:09:34,334 Sorry they even called you in. 209 00:09:34,474 --> 00:09:35,680 I know you're technically on leave, 210 00:09:35,764 --> 00:09:37,671 - so if you need to... - Happy to help! 211 00:09:37,756 --> 00:09:39,862 - What do we got? - Ssssh. 212 00:09:40,818 --> 00:09:44,014 Bryan, Lucy needs time 213 00:09:44,323 --> 00:09:47,776 and she needs patience. Try again. 214 00:09:47,955 --> 00:09:49,866 Any chance you can come back in 15 minutes? 215 00:09:49,951 --> 00:09:51,842 My clients are about to have a major breakthrough. 216 00:09:51,926 --> 00:09:53,514 No, sorry. 217 00:09:53,661 --> 00:09:55,154 Helm? 218 00:09:55,296 --> 00:09:58,280 Manoj Joshi, closed crush injury to the right hand 219 00:09:58,365 --> 00:09:59,874 due to a sandblaster falling on it. 220 00:09:59,959 --> 00:10:02,552 He presents with pain, swelling, and numbness. 221 00:10:02,636 --> 00:10:04,093 X-rays didn't show any fractures. 222 00:10:04,178 --> 00:10:06,156 But he does have delayed capillary refill. 223 00:10:06,240 --> 00:10:08,623 My therapy practice has boomed with the pandemic, 224 00:10:08,708 --> 00:10:10,312 so I finally could afford to make some improvements 225 00:10:10,396 --> 00:10:11,928 to my home office. 226 00:10:12,154 --> 00:10:15,443 I guess I should have let a professional do it. Uh. 227 00:10:17,719 --> 00:10:19,834 How long is my hand gonna be out of commission? 228 00:10:20,254 --> 00:10:23,163 I do a lot of demonstration in my work. 229 00:10:23,248 --> 00:10:24,913 As a... therapist? 230 00:10:24,998 --> 00:10:27,171 Do I do it counter-clockwise now, Dr. J? 231 00:10:27,256 --> 00:10:28,593 I think she likes it. 232 00:10:28,678 --> 00:10:30,480 - Oh! - Sex therapist. 233 00:10:30,564 --> 00:10:31,865 Mute, mute, mute. 234 00:10:34,701 --> 00:10:36,749 - You think it's a joke. - Absolutely not. 235 00:10:36,834 --> 00:10:38,576 Physical touch and pleasure 236 00:10:38,724 --> 00:10:41,810 are two of the most important forms of communication. 237 00:10:41,975 --> 00:10:43,827 What I teach is more vital than ever 238 00:10:43,912 --> 00:10:45,028 in the middle of a global crisis 239 00:10:45,112 --> 00:10:46,702 that's destroying human connection. 240 00:10:46,787 --> 00:10:48,065 I need my hand to function. 241 00:10:48,149 --> 00:10:51,021 Well, we just need a CT to determine if you need surgery. 242 00:10:51,318 --> 00:10:52,717 Fine. 243 00:10:54,906 --> 00:10:56,257 Can I have the room now? 244 00:10:56,342 --> 00:10:57,756 - Yep. - Yep. 245 00:10:58,380 --> 00:11:00,060 Alright, Bryan. 246 00:11:00,180 --> 00:11:02,315 See, Lucy likes that. 247 00:11:04,265 --> 00:11:06,650 Drive-thru testing should be up and running by tomorrow morning. 248 00:11:06,734 --> 00:11:08,418 - Thank you for that, Webber. - Sure. 249 00:11:08,503 --> 00:11:10,474 I asked Koracick about that for weeks. 250 00:11:11,959 --> 00:11:14,014 Uh, speaking of inefficiencies, 251 00:11:14,099 --> 00:11:15,202 I have a whole list 252 00:11:15,287 --> 00:11:17,584 of things Tom Koracick did that I'd like to change. 253 00:11:17,669 --> 00:11:19,587 How about putting it in writing, you know? 254 00:11:19,672 --> 00:11:20,831 E-mail me. 255 00:11:21,115 --> 00:11:23,811 Uh, since when do you prefer e-mail? 256 00:11:23,896 --> 00:11:25,858 Ah. Times have changed 257 00:11:25,943 --> 00:11:27,437 since the last time I was chief, Bailey. 258 00:11:27,521 --> 00:11:30,210 - You got to keep up. - Of chiefs. Chief of chiefs. 259 00:11:30,295 --> 00:11:32,742 I'm still chief. And I'm still yours. 260 00:11:32,881 --> 00:11:36,256 Well, now that you have his job, what happens to Tom Koracick? 261 00:11:36,864 --> 00:11:38,428 Don't worry about him. 262 00:11:39,333 --> 00:11:40,974 I have a plan. 263 00:11:44,138 --> 00:11:46,295 I am Dr. Thomas Koracick, 264 00:11:46,380 --> 00:11:48,698 but you can call me Dr. Koracick. 265 00:11:48,783 --> 00:11:50,538 Maybe you were expecting Dr. Webber, 266 00:11:50,623 --> 00:11:52,296 but today is a day of many surprises. 267 00:11:52,381 --> 00:11:54,718 The first of which, I have drawn a very short straw. 268 00:11:54,803 --> 00:11:56,933 The second, you have won the lottery today. 269 00:11:57,185 --> 00:11:59,905 I'd spend some time regaling you with my accomplishments, 270 00:11:59,990 --> 00:12:01,093 but I'm very busy. 271 00:12:01,178 --> 00:12:02,739 Treat yourself to an Internet search. 272 00:12:02,823 --> 00:12:04,674 - Which one are you? - Reza Khan. 273 00:12:04,834 --> 00:12:06,560 You're on scut. 274 00:12:06,645 --> 00:12:08,046 Respectfully, I can handle more. 275 00:12:08,131 --> 00:12:09,778 I'm a vascular surgeon in Pakistan. 276 00:12:09,863 --> 00:12:11,748 The U.S. is just making me repeat my training. 277 00:12:11,832 --> 00:12:13,650 Ah, unfortunate. But you're still on scut. 278 00:12:13,933 --> 00:12:15,919 Chee? Progress notes. 279 00:12:16,003 --> 00:12:17,754 Jensen, discharges. 280 00:12:17,838 --> 00:12:22,066 Ortiz, a new shipment of PPE and testing supplies arrives today. 281 00:12:22,151 --> 00:12:23,527 You get to sort them. Riveting. 282 00:12:23,611 --> 00:12:25,597 Excuse me? Which Ortiz? 283 00:12:25,682 --> 00:12:28,497 - I'm Sara Ortiz. - And I'm Alma Ortiz, her mother. 284 00:12:28,582 --> 00:12:31,176 - We both matched here. - Ah, how sweet. 285 00:12:31,261 --> 00:12:32,919 But two interns with the same name won't fly. 286 00:12:33,003 --> 00:12:34,276 Who's changing theirs? 287 00:12:34,675 --> 00:12:38,018 Alright, we'll go with nicknames. 288 00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,276 Big O, Little O? 289 00:12:40,361 --> 00:12:41,478 You decide. 290 00:12:41,659 --> 00:12:43,830 Name tags for everyone. 291 00:12:45,417 --> 00:12:48,084 If you need anything at all, 292 00:12:48,168 --> 00:12:49,690 ask someone else. 293 00:12:54,742 --> 00:12:57,433 Ground-glass opacities of the lungs. 294 00:12:57,611 --> 00:12:59,207 Someone sent me an article 295 00:12:59,292 --> 00:13:02,737 about triple antiviral therapy for COVID patients. 296 00:13:02,917 --> 00:13:04,532 The side effects are kind of tricky, 297 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:05,961 but I think I could handle it. 298 00:13:06,046 --> 00:13:07,523 You're supposed to be resting. 299 00:13:07,621 --> 00:13:10,740 I specifically asked them not to give you a tablet. 300 00:13:10,958 --> 00:13:12,842 Here, I found it. 301 00:13:13,031 --> 00:13:14,844 Triple antiviral therapy. 302 00:13:14,928 --> 00:13:17,524 Phase 2 trial of combination antiviral therapy 303 00:13:17,609 --> 00:13:20,050 could speed recovery in COVID patients. 304 00:13:20,134 --> 00:13:21,492 What do you think? 305 00:13:22,136 --> 00:13:23,720 I'll ask Altman. 306 00:13:31,494 --> 00:13:32,611 Are you good? 307 00:13:32,773 --> 00:13:34,079 I'm sorry. I don't know what you mean. 308 00:13:34,163 --> 00:13:36,600 I mean are you good? Because I've respected the boundaries 309 00:13:36,684 --> 00:13:37,767 for the last four days. 310 00:13:37,851 --> 00:13:39,069 I've played the role of family member. 311 00:13:39,153 --> 00:13:42,516 I have... respected your authority as a physician. 312 00:13:42,601 --> 00:13:44,188 Maggie, I've got this. Do you? 313 00:13:44,273 --> 00:13:45,727 Because we both know what happens 314 00:13:45,812 --> 00:13:48,345 when a patient's lungs start to look like that. 315 00:13:48,459 --> 00:13:50,898 They could turn on us at any moment. 316 00:13:52,469 --> 00:13:55,773 So... I need you to swear 317 00:13:56,398 --> 00:13:58,788 that no matter what is going on in your personal life, 318 00:13:58,872 --> 00:14:00,320 you have this. 319 00:14:01,468 --> 00:14:03,679 Because I can't be her doctor. 320 00:14:05,312 --> 00:14:07,031 I have to be her sister. 321 00:14:08,507 --> 00:14:09,757 I have this. 322 00:14:10,933 --> 00:14:12,836 I'd like DeLuca to be on her medical team. 323 00:14:12,921 --> 00:14:15,037 He's seen more COVID cases than any of us. 324 00:14:15,248 --> 00:14:16,460 Okay. 325 00:14:27,407 --> 00:14:30,551 My husband and I tried to get pregnant for years. 326 00:14:30,960 --> 00:14:32,953 Six rounds of IVF. 327 00:14:33,038 --> 00:14:35,219 And we ended up with no baby, no savings, 328 00:14:35,304 --> 00:14:36,891 and we hated each other. 329 00:14:36,976 --> 00:14:38,235 So we split up. 330 00:14:38,320 --> 00:14:42,235 And then I had a one-night stand with this weirdo, Newman, 331 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:44,953 who was renting our back house for a couple of weeks. 332 00:14:45,038 --> 00:14:47,367 I had lost my job, had some wine, 333 00:14:47,452 --> 00:14:49,538 then I switched to tequila. 334 00:14:50,173 --> 00:14:51,430 Ugh! 335 00:14:51,515 --> 00:14:54,193 My rock bottom is the father of my baby. 336 00:14:54,367 --> 00:14:55,702 He's not. 337 00:14:55,846 --> 00:14:58,452 - What? - I see no baby. 338 00:14:59,014 --> 00:15:00,261 I'm not pregnant? 339 00:15:00,346 --> 00:15:02,779 I'm sorry, but no. 340 00:15:04,382 --> 00:15:06,472 A positive pregnancy test with no pregnancy 341 00:15:06,556 --> 00:15:08,274 can indicate other things. 342 00:15:08,358 --> 00:15:09,781 I'll order a scan. 343 00:15:09,893 --> 00:15:11,310 Other things like what? 344 00:15:11,601 --> 00:15:14,814 Some tumors, uh, can release beta HCG. 345 00:15:15,109 --> 00:15:16,516 - A tumor? - We will take it 346 00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:18,093 one step at a time. 347 00:15:24,207 --> 00:15:25,858 I saw the scans. 348 00:15:25,942 --> 00:15:27,938 Displaced fracture of the hook of the hamate? 349 00:15:28,023 --> 00:15:29,719 Exactly. You know, the ulnar artery 350 00:15:29,804 --> 00:15:31,283 looks a little narrow by the fracture site, 351 00:15:31,367 --> 00:15:32,813 which I've seen in plenty of patients 352 00:15:32,898 --> 00:15:35,368 that use a lot of vibrating power tools. 353 00:15:35,538 --> 00:15:36,769 You don't say. 354 00:15:36,853 --> 00:15:38,798 Yeah. You gonna be able to help me with the excision 355 00:15:38,882 --> 00:15:40,707 - or you got to get back? - Oh, I'm staying. 356 00:15:40,791 --> 00:15:44,110 Four kids in lockdown. This place is like a dream vacation. 357 00:15:44,382 --> 00:15:46,713 Got to say I think I'm a little jealous. 358 00:15:46,898 --> 00:15:49,282 I don't get to see my Harriet as much as I used to 359 00:15:49,367 --> 00:15:51,133 'cause I take more COVID shifts than my ex, 360 00:15:51,218 --> 00:15:52,969 so she's with her stepdad more than me, 361 00:15:53,054 --> 00:15:54,329 which, you know, he's a good guy, 362 00:15:54,413 --> 00:15:55,585 but I don't like hearing 363 00:15:55,670 --> 00:15:58,157 that Matthew cuts sandwiches better than Dada. 364 00:15:58,273 --> 00:15:59,938 Kinda weird having my place so quiet. 365 00:16:00,023 --> 00:16:01,532 I kinda miss the mess, honestly. 366 00:16:01,617 --> 00:16:03,992 Apparently he's famous in the Pacific Northwest. 367 00:16:04,077 --> 00:16:05,211 He saves marriages. 368 00:16:05,296 --> 00:16:07,071 You're Googling our patient, Helm, really? 369 00:16:07,156 --> 00:16:08,742 Whoa, 37 an hour. 370 00:16:08,827 --> 00:16:10,920 37... dollars? Like his rate? 371 00:16:12,922 --> 00:16:14,429 No. Not possible. 372 00:16:14,882 --> 00:16:16,201 Good to have goals. 373 00:16:19,837 --> 00:16:21,055 You're doing it wrong. 374 00:16:21,140 --> 00:16:22,710 No, you're doing it wrong again. 375 00:16:22,933 --> 00:16:24,546 Hey, are you in charge of him? 376 00:16:24,656 --> 00:16:26,407 Well, depends. Has he killed anyone, or... 377 00:16:26,492 --> 00:16:27,892 I've been waiting for the progress notes 378 00:16:27,976 --> 00:16:31,124 and summaries for two hours, and he hasn't even finished one. 379 00:16:31,442 --> 00:16:32,759 Fix it. 380 00:16:32,851 --> 00:16:35,671 You clearly don't know how to make friends. 381 00:16:36,074 --> 00:16:37,558 Scoot. 382 00:16:44,843 --> 00:16:46,891 Well, here's your problem, next to "Discharged." 383 00:16:46,976 --> 00:16:49,110 I-I-I type "Home and awaiting follow-up." 384 00:16:49,195 --> 00:16:50,438 And I keep getting "Error." 385 00:16:50,523 --> 00:16:51,978 That's because they're not being discharged to go home. 386 00:16:52,062 --> 00:16:53,353 They're being discharged to the morgue 387 00:16:53,437 --> 00:16:56,148 or to the giant Popsicle truck in the south parking lot, 388 00:16:56,233 --> 00:16:57,976 which is very sad. 389 00:16:59,202 --> 00:17:00,619 All these people have died? 390 00:17:00,812 --> 00:17:02,977 You're doing death summaries during a global pandemic, 391 00:17:03,062 --> 00:17:04,601 so... yes. 392 00:17:06,044 --> 00:17:07,061 All dead. 393 00:17:07,382 --> 00:17:08,429 Carry on. 394 00:17:12,554 --> 00:17:15,188 Wilson, I need you to keep covering Grey's service. 395 00:17:15,273 --> 00:17:18,188 I'm hoping to persuade Dr. Webber 396 00:17:18,273 --> 00:17:19,640 to come back to the OR, 397 00:17:19,913 --> 00:17:22,414 whenever he finishes adjusting his crown. 398 00:17:22,499 --> 00:17:23,758 Chief of chiefs. 399 00:17:23,843 --> 00:17:25,391 I could be chief of chiefs. 400 00:17:25,476 --> 00:17:26,646 You'd be really good at that. 401 00:17:26,812 --> 00:17:28,616 Hmm. What do you got? 402 00:17:28,827 --> 00:17:32,819 Abdominal pain, vomiting, positive beta HCG. 403 00:17:32,903 --> 00:17:34,821 She's not pregnant, but I want to rule out a mass. 404 00:17:34,905 --> 00:17:36,461 Mass! There. In the liver. 405 00:17:36,546 --> 00:17:39,992 That is no mass. That is a fetus. 406 00:17:40,124 --> 00:17:43,679 She is pregnant, but her baby is attached to her liver? 407 00:17:44,246 --> 00:17:45,430 Mine. 408 00:17:45,515 --> 00:17:47,039 Uh, th-this patient doesn't have COVID. 409 00:17:47,124 --> 00:17:48,656 I'm allowed to be on the case. 410 00:17:52,255 --> 00:17:54,373 I feel better. 411 00:17:58,333 --> 00:17:59,755 Go wash up, Ellis. 412 00:18:00,450 --> 00:18:03,037 Shh, Amelia, you'll increase her heart rate. 413 00:18:03,122 --> 00:18:04,225 What's happening? 414 00:18:04,310 --> 00:18:06,741 - We were watching you sleep. - Why? 415 00:18:06,826 --> 00:18:08,506 Well, we didn't want to wake you. 416 00:18:08,591 --> 00:18:11,057 How are you feeling? Like I want to go back to sleep. 417 00:18:11,141 --> 00:18:13,522 How are my kids? Did Bailey lose that tooth yet? 418 00:18:13,607 --> 00:18:14,780 They miss you. 419 00:18:14,865 --> 00:18:16,863 Bailey's tooth is stubbornly still there. 420 00:18:16,947 --> 00:18:19,498 So, Meredith, I was looking at your chart, 421 00:18:19,623 --> 00:18:22,935 and I noticed your healthcare directive. 422 00:18:23,420 --> 00:18:25,471 - It says... - I know what it says. 423 00:18:25,583 --> 00:18:28,443 Okay. Good. Um, so, 424 00:18:28,725 --> 00:18:30,743 well, we were thinking that maybe 425 00:18:30,827 --> 00:18:32,420 you might want to reconsider. 426 00:18:32,505 --> 00:18:33,756 Mama? 427 00:18:33,841 --> 00:18:36,419 Is that Mama? Is she okay? 428 00:18:36,504 --> 00:18:38,857 Hold on, Ellis. I-I will let you talk to her 429 00:18:39,005 --> 00:18:40,077 in one minute, okay? 430 00:18:40,162 --> 00:18:41,873 - Put her on, Amelia. - Of course, I... 431 00:18:41,966 --> 00:18:44,405 But can we talk about w-what happens if you suddenly... 432 00:18:44,490 --> 00:18:46,982 I don't want to talk about that. I want to talk to my kids. 433 00:18:47,412 --> 00:18:49,444 - Mama! - Hey. 434 00:18:49,529 --> 00:18:51,444 Look at you, so big. 435 00:18:51,529 --> 00:18:54,466 Auntie Amelia is feeding you all that growing-food, huh? 436 00:18:57,787 --> 00:19:00,091 I love you so much, Ellie bell. 437 00:19:32,579 --> 00:19:33,998 Derek! 438 00:19:41,765 --> 00:19:43,716 Why can't I get anywhere?! 439 00:19:43,974 --> 00:19:45,530 You're worried about the kids! 440 00:19:45,615 --> 00:19:46,919 I don't understand! 441 00:19:47,107 --> 00:19:49,943 The sand isn't real, Meredith! 442 00:19:51,598 --> 00:19:53,451 I miss you! 443 00:19:53,984 --> 00:19:55,468 I know. 444 00:20:11,123 --> 00:20:13,686 Hey. Things seem to be running smoothly down here. 445 00:20:13,771 --> 00:20:14,988 Webber. 446 00:20:15,072 --> 00:20:16,192 Right. 447 00:20:16,541 --> 00:20:18,333 I talked to the kids this morning. 448 00:20:18,548 --> 00:20:20,793 They seem good. Spoiled. 449 00:20:20,878 --> 00:20:22,353 How's Meredith? 450 00:20:22,767 --> 00:20:24,531 Her numbers aren't where they should be. 451 00:20:24,673 --> 00:20:26,212 I got to drop these off. 452 00:20:27,556 --> 00:20:29,036 - Ortiz? - I'm sorry. 453 00:20:29,415 --> 00:20:30,485 For what? 454 00:20:30,930 --> 00:20:33,111 - I don't know. - Your PPE's on incorrectly. 455 00:20:33,196 --> 00:20:34,208 Your gown is loose in the back, 456 00:20:34,292 --> 00:20:36,206 and you just touched the inside of it with your gloved hand. 457 00:20:36,290 --> 00:20:37,979 And your face shield is not in place. 458 00:20:38,086 --> 00:20:40,463 Tseng, show her how to correctly don and doff PPE, 459 00:20:40,548 --> 00:20:42,158 which someone should have shown her first thing this morning. 460 00:20:42,242 --> 00:20:44,043 - But I'm next in line, so c... - Now. 461 00:20:50,297 --> 00:20:52,182 There's a baby in my liver? 462 00:20:52,571 --> 00:20:54,752 You have what's called an abdominal pregnancy, 463 00:20:54,837 --> 00:20:57,626 where the fetus develops outside of the uterus. 464 00:20:57,884 --> 00:20:59,900 You're about 26 weeks. 465 00:20:59,985 --> 00:21:02,447 Val, these pregnancies 466 00:21:02,532 --> 00:21:04,106 don't normally survive to term, 467 00:21:04,190 --> 00:21:07,576 but... your baby is very much alive. 468 00:21:07,759 --> 00:21:10,313 Your case is extremely rare. 469 00:21:11,290 --> 00:21:15,899 He made me feel like crap for eight years. 470 00:21:16,703 --> 00:21:19,352 Every time IVF didn't work... 471 00:21:20,626 --> 00:21:22,291 he would look at the doctor and say, 472 00:21:22,375 --> 00:21:24,837 "Well, what can she do differently next time?" 473 00:21:25,256 --> 00:21:27,341 When clearly it was his fault. 474 00:21:27,614 --> 00:21:29,231 Because I had a one-night stand 475 00:21:29,315 --> 00:21:31,557 with a guy that wears square computer glasses, 476 00:21:31,642 --> 00:21:33,621 and I'm knocked up. 477 00:21:34,544 --> 00:21:35,868 Val. 478 00:21:41,761 --> 00:21:43,337 Do you want this baby? 479 00:21:47,900 --> 00:21:49,151 Okay. 480 00:21:49,235 --> 00:21:51,102 Then we need to deliver her today. 481 00:21:51,671 --> 00:21:53,400 The growth of the placenta 482 00:21:53,485 --> 00:21:55,346 could cause the liver to bleed at any moment, 483 00:21:55,431 --> 00:21:58,527 and we need to operate to save you both... now. 484 00:21:58,735 --> 00:21:59,938 It's a girl? 485 00:22:00,023 --> 00:22:01,876 Yes, it is. 486 00:22:03,715 --> 00:22:04,931 Luna. 487 00:22:05,417 --> 00:22:06,962 That's her name. 488 00:22:07,571 --> 00:22:10,595 Ever since I was a little girl, I knew my daughter's name. 489 00:22:13,247 --> 00:22:14,247 Val. 490 00:22:16,459 --> 00:22:18,110 Yeah, okay. 491 00:22:18,264 --> 00:22:19,540 Let's get her out! 492 00:22:23,268 --> 00:22:26,188 Dr. Sung to Recovery. Dr. Sung to Recovery. 493 00:22:26,357 --> 00:22:28,235 Dr. Sung to Recovery. 494 00:22:35,013 --> 00:22:37,732 If you think I look bad, you should see my lungs. 495 00:22:37,891 --> 00:22:39,102 Not funny. 496 00:22:39,532 --> 00:22:41,790 We need to talk about your POA. 497 00:22:45,191 --> 00:22:46,845 My sisters sent you in here. 498 00:22:47,100 --> 00:22:49,705 I know what Alex Karev means to you. 499 00:22:49,790 --> 00:22:52,581 And I know he would have your best interests at heart. 500 00:22:52,665 --> 00:22:55,392 But he is halfway across the country, 501 00:22:55,477 --> 00:22:57,017 and we can't even travel yet. 502 00:22:57,170 --> 00:23:01,289 Look, God forbid, this thing gets any worse, 503 00:23:01,374 --> 00:23:05,294 he might have to make decisions regarding your care. 504 00:23:05,517 --> 00:23:10,446 And you know those decisions can be rough over the phone. 505 00:23:10,616 --> 00:23:12,514 You need to pick someone local. 506 00:23:12,719 --> 00:23:15,904 Amelia can't even decide what's for dinner. 507 00:23:18,057 --> 00:23:21,276 Maggie... She doesn't know when it's time for someone to die. 508 00:23:21,360 --> 00:23:24,480 She has a hard time letting them go, so... 509 00:23:26,032 --> 00:23:30,723 At least Alex... will pull the plug if I need him to. 510 00:23:33,800 --> 00:23:35,466 Let's just talk 511 00:23:35,551 --> 00:23:37,593 about s-something else, please. 512 00:23:39,711 --> 00:23:42,684 I'm about to scrub in on a hepatic pregnancy 513 00:23:42,769 --> 00:23:46,988 where the fetus is attached to the liver. 514 00:23:47,467 --> 00:23:49,426 No! Alive? 515 00:23:51,386 --> 00:23:53,863 Ugh. I'm so jealous. 516 00:24:02,829 --> 00:24:04,801 Removing the bone. Rongeur. 517 00:24:04,886 --> 00:24:06,013 Careful around the ulnar nerve. 518 00:24:06,097 --> 00:24:07,082 You want to take over, Helm? 519 00:24:07,167 --> 00:24:10,652 Dr. J's right. People need sex right now. 520 00:24:10,988 --> 00:24:13,137 More than ever. 521 00:24:13,387 --> 00:24:14,638 It's therapeutic. 522 00:24:14,723 --> 00:24:16,007 What if you live in a house 523 00:24:16,120 --> 00:24:18,505 that's like Los Angeles International Airport 524 00:24:18,590 --> 00:24:19,707 on Thanksgiving Day? 525 00:24:19,792 --> 00:24:22,344 Your flight is delayed, and there's no place to sit. 526 00:24:22,429 --> 00:24:24,144 The bathrooms are disgusting. 527 00:24:24,368 --> 00:24:26,957 Forget regular sex. You don't even want to eat. 528 00:24:27,290 --> 00:24:29,152 Looks like this artery's thrombosed. 529 00:24:29,237 --> 00:24:31,262 - Can you fix it? - I've got to harvest a vein 530 00:24:31,347 --> 00:24:32,801 and place a graft. 531 00:24:33,172 --> 00:24:34,761 Take a little bit longer, but, yeah. 532 00:24:34,846 --> 00:24:36,105 I'm in. 533 00:24:36,251 --> 00:24:39,931 I fear the night at Meredith's house like a medieval villager. 534 00:24:40,793 --> 00:24:42,064 Vessel loops. 535 00:24:46,916 --> 00:24:48,697 "Mama Ortiz"? 536 00:24:50,167 --> 00:24:51,681 Better than the one you suggested. 537 00:24:51,766 --> 00:24:55,385 Uh, fine. Can you tell me why you're not, uh, in the ER? 538 00:24:55,470 --> 00:24:57,088 Jensen is on Discharges. 539 00:24:57,173 --> 00:25:00,593 Yeah, Jensen quit after two hours, and so did Stewart. 540 00:25:01,017 --> 00:25:03,822 Okay, well, why hasn't Mrs., uh, Cooley 541 00:25:03,906 --> 00:25:04,634 been discharged? 542 00:25:04,719 --> 00:25:06,837 I decided not to discharge her. 543 00:25:06,922 --> 00:25:08,165 Her chart is a mess. 544 00:25:08,250 --> 00:25:10,915 Hand-off communication has been nonexistent. 545 00:25:11,179 --> 00:25:14,509 She's supposed to be discharged to Hillridge Nursing Facility? 546 00:25:14,594 --> 00:25:15,798 - You ever heard of it? - I... 547 00:25:15,883 --> 00:25:19,021 Yeah, 17 new COVID cases, 19 deaths. 548 00:25:19,106 --> 00:25:20,933 Okay, the-these are all things that can be discussed 549 00:25:21,017 --> 00:25:22,101 with her doctor. 550 00:25:22,186 --> 00:25:23,384 Great. I would love that. 551 00:25:23,469 --> 00:25:24,627 Where is Dr. Grey? 552 00:25:24,750 --> 00:25:26,822 Look, Dr. Grey is... 553 00:25:26,907 --> 00:25:28,032 She's off today. 554 00:25:28,117 --> 00:25:29,720 Look, your diligence has been noted, 555 00:25:29,805 --> 00:25:30,838 but these are extraordinary times. 556 00:25:30,922 --> 00:25:33,104 Let's not forget that we're in the middle of a pandemic. 557 00:25:33,188 --> 00:25:34,626 I haven't forgotten. 558 00:25:35,019 --> 00:25:38,038 Before med school, I spent 20 years as a social worker. 559 00:25:38,138 --> 00:25:39,589 I was there through H1N1. 560 00:25:39,743 --> 00:25:41,939 And I know that people deserve better. 561 00:25:42,024 --> 00:25:43,689 Especially in a pandemic. 562 00:25:43,774 --> 00:25:45,978 So I'm not discharging her. 563 00:25:46,063 --> 00:25:47,630 Have Dr. Grey call me. 564 00:25:49,607 --> 00:25:51,126 Someone's messing with me, right? 565 00:25:51,224 --> 00:25:54,009 We got a 26-weeker attached to the liver? Still viable? 566 00:25:54,094 --> 00:25:57,017 Come see for yourself. Liver's exposed. 567 00:25:57,102 --> 00:25:58,267 Wow. 568 00:25:58,352 --> 00:25:59,986 Hello there, little one. 569 00:26:00,925 --> 00:26:02,309 Okay, let's go through it again. 570 00:26:02,394 --> 00:26:05,149 The placenta has left the liver extremely friable. 571 00:26:05,234 --> 00:26:08,120 We cut. We get the baby out. We leave the placenta intact. 572 00:26:08,205 --> 00:26:10,121 - Otherwise, she could bleed out. - Which she will not. 573 00:26:10,205 --> 00:26:13,237 Everyone in this room needs a little joy. 574 00:26:14,789 --> 00:26:15,943 - Ready? - Ready. 575 00:26:16,035 --> 00:26:17,940 Weirdest C-section I've ever done. 576 00:26:18,235 --> 00:26:20,456 - Also ready. - Here we go. 577 00:26:20,541 --> 00:26:22,426 Cutting into the amniotic sac. 578 00:26:28,081 --> 00:26:29,215 Clamps for the umbilical cord. 579 00:26:29,299 --> 00:26:30,566 Heavy scissors. 580 00:26:32,521 --> 00:26:33,901 Thanks. 581 00:26:38,177 --> 00:26:40,284 I'm not seeing any movement. 582 00:26:40,733 --> 00:26:42,479 Prepare to intubate immediately. 583 00:26:48,813 --> 00:26:50,526 Where is all this blood coming from? 584 00:26:50,611 --> 00:26:52,462 Oh, the right hepatic artery. 585 00:26:52,551 --> 00:26:53,784 More suction. 586 00:26:53,869 --> 00:26:55,087 How's Luna? 587 00:26:56,381 --> 00:26:58,533 Apgar 2, maybe 3. 588 00:26:58,671 --> 00:27:00,675 Still trying to get the tube in. Come on. 589 00:27:01,113 --> 00:27:02,597 Come on, come on, come... 590 00:27:02,682 --> 00:27:03,633 I'm in. 591 00:27:03,718 --> 00:27:05,536 Bag her, please. 592 00:27:08,900 --> 00:27:11,261 Okay, we need to get her up to the unit as fast as possible. 593 00:27:11,397 --> 00:27:12,681 Go. 594 00:27:18,281 --> 00:27:20,495 Ready, let's go, let's go, let's go, come on. 595 00:27:20,580 --> 00:27:21,998 More lap pads, more. 596 00:27:22,083 --> 00:27:23,266 More, more... 597 00:27:23,351 --> 00:27:24,852 We should resect the right lobe. 598 00:27:24,937 --> 00:27:27,768 No, that could lead to liver failure. No. 599 00:27:27,853 --> 00:27:30,285 Then we put her on dialysis and get her on the transplant list. 600 00:27:30,369 --> 00:27:32,510 That's not as easy as it used to be. Hold on. 601 00:27:32,595 --> 00:27:34,347 I'm not gonna let her die before she sees her kid. 602 00:27:34,431 --> 00:27:35,681 Clamp. 603 00:27:35,853 --> 00:27:37,905 Hold on! Hold on! 604 00:27:41,774 --> 00:27:43,362 Bailey? 605 00:27:44,184 --> 00:27:45,940 Okay. Okay, do it. 606 00:27:46,025 --> 00:27:47,588 Bovie. 607 00:28:10,292 --> 00:28:11,852 You look like crap. 608 00:28:12,155 --> 00:28:13,337 Look who's talking. 609 00:28:13,422 --> 00:28:16,235 I got a 26-week-old baby looks stronger than you. 610 00:28:16,820 --> 00:28:19,421 - Liver baby? - Mm-hmm. 611 00:28:19,609 --> 00:28:21,593 So, I hear you're looking for a POA. 612 00:28:21,699 --> 00:28:23,083 Are you here to volunteer? 613 00:28:23,284 --> 00:28:25,256 I am cold, calculating, 614 00:28:25,341 --> 00:28:27,265 couldn't care less about you or your kids, so... 615 00:28:28,036 --> 00:28:30,721 Everyone is family. I don't want to do that to them. 616 00:28:30,859 --> 00:28:32,796 Then don't. Write down on paper 617 00:28:32,881 --> 00:28:34,199 what you want, every last detail, 618 00:28:34,283 --> 00:28:35,869 and then choose someone who'll defend it. 619 00:28:35,953 --> 00:28:37,771 The people who love you the most, you know, 620 00:28:37,856 --> 00:28:40,142 they're going to beg them to do something, anything to save you. 621 00:28:40,226 --> 00:28:43,437 So... choose someone who'll choose you, 622 00:28:43,522 --> 00:28:44,906 over and over again. 623 00:28:45,153 --> 00:28:46,702 Is that what you did for your wife? 624 00:28:46,787 --> 00:28:49,038 Uh, no... Knew better than that. 625 00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:51,919 But her sister followed every last wish that Abi wanted, 626 00:28:52,066 --> 00:28:53,812 no matter how much we all hated it. 627 00:28:55,813 --> 00:28:57,484 Go on, get some rest. 628 00:28:58,140 --> 00:28:59,390 I'm afraid... 629 00:29:01,741 --> 00:29:03,257 If I fall asleep... 630 00:29:06,295 --> 00:29:07,968 I'm afraid I might not wake up. 631 00:29:12,511 --> 00:29:14,671 Everyone's scared of you, Grey. You know that? 632 00:29:15,633 --> 00:29:17,171 It's 'cause you're fierce. 633 00:29:17,997 --> 00:29:19,656 You've got teeth, grit. 634 00:29:20,151 --> 00:29:21,312 You fight to the bloody death 635 00:29:21,439 --> 00:29:23,062 about the stupidest, little things. 636 00:29:25,650 --> 00:29:27,773 This virus has got nothing on you. 637 00:29:47,650 --> 00:29:49,507 We successfully removed the bone fragment 638 00:29:49,592 --> 00:29:51,510 and removed a blood clot from your artery. 639 00:29:51,746 --> 00:29:53,671 And fortunately, the nerve was intact. 640 00:29:53,756 --> 00:29:55,372 You're not gonna get your feeling back immediately, 641 00:29:55,456 --> 00:29:57,474 but we're confident you will over the next few months. 642 00:29:57,558 --> 00:30:01,070 And you still have your hand. The hand. 643 00:30:01,155 --> 00:30:02,740 We'll get you an occupational therapist, 644 00:30:02,864 --> 00:30:05,024 go through some exercises to help you in your recovery. 645 00:30:05,109 --> 00:30:06,476 I have my own regimen. 646 00:30:06,561 --> 00:30:09,617 I exercise my hands five hours a week. 647 00:30:10,764 --> 00:30:12,454 Maybe you could just take your time 648 00:30:12,539 --> 00:30:15,858 with whatever your... regular routine is. 649 00:30:15,943 --> 00:30:17,828 You want to know my secret, don't you? 650 00:30:17,912 --> 00:30:19,163 - Nah, I think we're good. - Nah, no thanks. 651 00:30:19,247 --> 00:30:22,242 Yes. I do, please, tha-thank you, mm-hmm. 652 00:30:23,343 --> 00:30:25,171 I ask my clients what they want. 653 00:30:26,875 --> 00:30:28,077 And I listen. 654 00:30:41,102 --> 00:30:42,234 Your plan worked. 655 00:30:43,071 --> 00:30:44,922 - Excuse me? - Well, you had to know 656 00:30:45,006 --> 00:30:46,452 I'm not the man for this job. 657 00:30:46,537 --> 00:30:48,266 Those kids are terrified. 658 00:30:48,351 --> 00:30:49,548 At least the ones who haven't already quit. 659 00:30:49,632 --> 00:30:51,298 And the ones who stayed have no idea what they're doing 660 00:30:51,382 --> 00:30:52,763 and I have no idea how to show them. 661 00:30:52,847 --> 00:30:54,231 Or you just don't want to. 662 00:30:54,315 --> 00:30:55,499 Maybe you're unaware 663 00:30:55,583 --> 00:30:57,446 because it's always come naturally to you, 664 00:30:57,531 --> 00:30:59,903 but teaching the way that you do it, it's a gift. 665 00:30:59,987 --> 00:31:01,812 It's not a talent we all have. 666 00:31:02,156 --> 00:31:03,453 Amelia Shepherd said 667 00:31:03,538 --> 00:31:05,867 that you were the best teacher she ever had. 668 00:31:06,595 --> 00:31:08,523 That's why I gave you the job. 669 00:31:08,837 --> 00:31:10,880 I teach neurosurgeons how to cut. 670 00:31:10,965 --> 00:31:13,749 I don't teach kids how to walk through a pandemic. 671 00:31:15,632 --> 00:31:17,312 I can't give them what they need right now. 672 00:31:19,187 --> 00:31:20,523 You can. 673 00:31:23,826 --> 00:31:26,210 ♪ We got a good thing, babe ♪ 674 00:31:26,813 --> 00:31:28,663 ♪ Whenever life is hard ♪ 675 00:31:28,748 --> 00:31:29,718 Hi. 676 00:31:29,803 --> 00:31:32,782 - ♪ We'll never lose our way ♪ - I basically showered in sanitizer, 677 00:31:32,867 --> 00:31:35,472 but... better safe than sorry, right? 678 00:31:35,556 --> 00:31:37,351 How was your surgery? 679 00:31:37,451 --> 00:31:40,069 Well, it was a crush injury to the hand. 680 00:31:40,460 --> 00:31:43,913 The patient was some sort of sex therapist. 681 00:31:44,303 --> 00:31:47,007 Apparently he's very well-known for helping women 682 00:31:47,367 --> 00:31:50,546 achieve their goals 37 times. 683 00:31:50,631 --> 00:31:52,921 ♪ And I've never been ♪ 684 00:31:53,014 --> 00:31:55,966 - Like, in one sitting? - ♪ We know how the story ends ♪ 685 00:31:56,108 --> 00:31:57,546 It was advertised as 686 00:31:57,631 --> 00:31:59,822 - ♪ We will never break ♪ - one event, yes. 687 00:31:59,914 --> 00:32:01,913 ♪ Built on a foundation ♪ 688 00:32:01,998 --> 00:32:05,117 ♪ Strong enough to stay ♪ 689 00:32:05,273 --> 00:32:06,984 - I'm so sorry. - ♪ We will never break ♪ 690 00:32:07,084 --> 00:32:08,384 No, no, I'm sorry. 691 00:32:08,469 --> 00:32:11,875 ♪ As the water rises and the ♪ 692 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:14,036 - ♪ Mountains shake ♪ - I don't... I don't think I know what's wrong. 693 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,138 Meredith is still in the hospital. 694 00:32:16,230 --> 00:32:17,696 And the kids are all waiting for me to tell them 695 00:32:17,780 --> 00:32:18,891 that everything is going to be fine, 696 00:32:18,975 --> 00:32:22,235 but I just keep turning around and wondering... who the person is 697 00:32:22,327 --> 00:32:23,937 who is going to tell you and me that. 698 00:32:25,053 --> 00:32:27,216 I'm so tired... 699 00:32:27,385 --> 00:32:29,038 ...that I don't even recognize myself. 700 00:32:29,123 --> 00:32:31,360 I-I don't even know what pants are. 701 00:32:31,445 --> 00:32:34,407 There's a global medical crisis going on, and I can't even help. 702 00:32:34,492 --> 00:32:37,063 And I can't turn my brain off with a glass of wine like normal people. 703 00:32:37,147 --> 00:32:39,583 I'm... I'm, uh... I'm going to explode. 704 00:32:39,758 --> 00:32:41,071 ♪ Of what love really means ♪ 705 00:32:41,155 --> 00:32:42,984 You want me to take the kids? 706 00:32:43,069 --> 00:32:46,498 - ♪ It's 1 1 = 3 ♪ - They're asleep. 707 00:32:46,827 --> 00:32:49,092 - Okay. - ♪ When we talk about forever ♪ 708 00:32:49,177 --> 00:32:50,342 How about you tell 709 00:32:50,427 --> 00:32:52,468 - ♪ Then forever's what we mean ♪ - me what you want... 710 00:32:52,552 --> 00:32:53,779 ...and I will get it for you. 711 00:32:53,864 --> 00:32:55,545 - ♪ So I'm not worried ♪ - anything. 712 00:32:55,630 --> 00:32:58,421 ♪ About us and I've never been ♪ 713 00:32:58,506 --> 00:33:00,115 37 times? 714 00:33:00,374 --> 00:33:02,726 - Oh. - ♪ No matter what may come our way ♪ 715 00:33:02,810 --> 00:33:03,881 That's what you want? 716 00:33:03,973 --> 00:33:06,272 -Yes. I just need to feel something 717 00:33:06,357 --> 00:33:08,701 other than overwhelming despair. 718 00:33:08,786 --> 00:33:11,358 - Ah. - ♪ Built on a foundation ♪ 719 00:33:11,886 --> 00:33:14,638 - I was at the hospital. I-I... - ♪ Stronger than the pain ♪ 720 00:33:14,904 --> 00:33:16,305 I was planning on keeping my distance 721 00:33:16,389 --> 00:33:17,514 until I could get tested. 722 00:33:18,147 --> 00:33:20,499 Well, who says we can't do this six feet apart? 723 00:33:20,584 --> 00:33:23,080 ♪ And the mountains shake ♪ 724 00:33:23,164 --> 00:33:26,083 ♪ Our love will remain ♪ 725 00:33:26,167 --> 00:33:29,153 ♪ We will never ♪ 726 00:33:29,237 --> 00:33:31,488 ♪ Nah, nah, never ♪ 727 00:33:31,572 --> 00:33:35,303 Nooooo 728 00:33:37,667 --> 00:33:39,365 Dr. Leon, call the blood bank. 729 00:33:39,491 --> 00:33:41,809 Dr. Leon, call the blood bank. 730 00:33:44,982 --> 00:33:46,326 Hey, um... 731 00:33:46,454 --> 00:33:49,959 Do you have time to let me buy you a-a bad cup of coffee or...? 732 00:33:50,324 --> 00:33:53,069 I'm sorry we haven't talked a lot. I... 733 00:33:53,528 --> 00:33:56,246 The past few months haven't been easy for me and for... 734 00:33:56,330 --> 00:33:58,882 Oh, I've been having a-a grand time. 735 00:33:58,966 --> 00:34:02,152 - Tom, I... - Teddy, what would be really great 736 00:34:02,236 --> 00:34:06,690 is if, uh, you weren't here right now. 737 00:34:06,774 --> 00:34:09,841 Because you broke me again 738 00:34:09,926 --> 00:34:11,521 and I still love you. 739 00:34:12,214 --> 00:34:14,693 But I got to get over you because 740 00:34:14,813 --> 00:34:17,193 I've had enough misery for one life. 741 00:34:19,950 --> 00:34:21,564 Just the man I was looking for. 742 00:34:21,656 --> 00:34:23,340 Great. What now? 743 00:34:23,424 --> 00:34:25,224 You tested positive for COVID-19. 744 00:34:25,309 --> 00:34:27,227 Funny. Kick a man when he's down. 745 00:34:27,341 --> 00:34:29,216 14-day quarantine. Hospital policy. 746 00:34:29,301 --> 00:34:31,119 Contact tracing team will be in touch. 747 00:34:32,651 --> 00:34:34,869 - I'm... No, I'm not symptomatic. - Go home, Tom. 748 00:34:34,954 --> 00:34:36,428 Don't stop at the store. Just go home. 749 00:34:36,512 --> 00:34:40,888 Stay home. Try not to infect anyone else. 750 00:34:42,818 --> 00:34:44,585 Maybe you should put your mask back on. 751 00:34:46,146 --> 00:34:47,614 Right. Um... 752 00:35:12,880 --> 00:35:14,825 God, it's good to see your... 753 00:35:16,073 --> 00:35:17,550 W-What's wrong? 754 00:35:18,713 --> 00:35:21,271 I don't know how much longer I can do this. 755 00:35:21,696 --> 00:35:23,286 53 people. 756 00:35:25,714 --> 00:35:27,350 That's how many have died on my watch 757 00:35:27,435 --> 00:35:29,294 since this thing started. 53. 758 00:35:29,886 --> 00:35:33,039 And most of them have been Black women, so that means... 759 00:35:33,193 --> 00:35:35,029 The same thing's happening here. 760 00:35:36,169 --> 00:35:37,654 Everywhere. 761 00:35:37,832 --> 00:35:40,368 I lost a patient this morning. 762 00:35:41,030 --> 00:35:42,786 Rosalie Lewis. 763 00:35:44,248 --> 00:35:45,818 She was so funny. 764 00:35:46,072 --> 00:35:47,607 She, um... 765 00:35:48,174 --> 00:35:51,027 She thanked me every single time I came in to check on her, 766 00:35:51,112 --> 00:35:52,294 and... 767 00:35:54,248 --> 00:35:56,935 watching her talk to her daughter on the phone, 768 00:35:57,071 --> 00:36:00,388 it reminded me of the way that my mom used to talk to me. 769 00:36:01,302 --> 00:36:02,755 I never thought the day would come 770 00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:04,525 when it would feel like a privilege 771 00:36:04,610 --> 00:36:08,825 to have held my mother's hand while she died. 772 00:36:09,563 --> 00:36:10,818 I'm so sorry. 773 00:36:11,478 --> 00:36:14,097 Rosalie deserved a better death than this. 774 00:36:14,182 --> 00:36:17,318 She... deserved to not be a statistic. 775 00:36:19,651 --> 00:36:21,075 I know. 776 00:36:22,874 --> 00:36:25,426 And I'm scared for my sister. 777 00:36:25,534 --> 00:36:29,130 I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm trying so hard not to be scared, but... 778 00:36:30,235 --> 00:36:31,599 I'm scared. 779 00:36:44,031 --> 00:36:45,654 Hi, Luna. 780 00:36:46,038 --> 00:36:47,396 Hi. 781 00:36:48,305 --> 00:36:50,247 Your mommy is asleep right now, 782 00:36:50,341 --> 00:36:53,380 but she is gonna be so excited to meet you. 783 00:36:56,419 --> 00:36:57,703 See? 784 00:36:57,888 --> 00:36:59,302 - Joy. - Yeah. 785 00:37:00,381 --> 00:37:04,880 She developed in a liver and was born in a pandemic. 786 00:37:05,304 --> 00:37:07,107 She is a survivor. 787 00:37:08,889 --> 00:37:12,848 Your work these last few days hasn't gone unnoticed. 788 00:37:13,245 --> 00:37:14,629 Thank you. 789 00:37:17,115 --> 00:37:19,387 Meredith has to be okay, Bailey. 790 00:37:20,901 --> 00:37:22,708 She has to be okay. 791 00:37:23,296 --> 00:37:27,286 ♪ In the rising wind where the black waves call ♪ 792 00:37:29,190 --> 00:37:33,161 ♪ To the bones of ships on the ocean floor ♪ 793 00:37:33,305 --> 00:37:34,864 This feels like payback. 794 00:37:34,949 --> 00:37:36,309 Damn right it is. 795 00:37:36,394 --> 00:37:38,779 And you're sure you want me to have your POA 796 00:37:38,864 --> 00:37:41,013 and not Maggie or Amelia? 797 00:37:41,254 --> 00:37:44,013 You've known me my whole life. 798 00:37:44,624 --> 00:37:46,669 You're the only one I can trust 799 00:37:46,754 --> 00:37:49,403 to pull the plug if my brain is gone. 800 00:37:49,540 --> 00:37:51,645 I'll do every damn thing I can first. 801 00:37:51,730 --> 00:37:52,840 I know you will. 802 00:37:52,925 --> 00:37:55,217 ♪ And when your prayer's unheard ♪ ♪ and you don't believe ♪ 803 00:37:55,301 --> 00:37:58,254 And you... you don't want to be put on a vent? 804 00:37:58,339 --> 00:38:00,390 ♪ So put your faith in the devil and the deep blue sea ♪ 805 00:38:00,474 --> 00:38:03,270 There's a shortage. I don't want to take one 806 00:38:03,457 --> 00:38:05,342 from somebody who needs it. 807 00:38:05,427 --> 00:38:07,013 What if that someone's you? 808 00:38:07,113 --> 00:38:12,536 - ♪ There's a darkness up ahead ♪ - It's not. Not yet. 809 00:38:12,787 --> 00:38:14,052 My kids need me. 810 00:38:14,137 --> 00:38:16,403 - ♪ I will see you ♪ - We all need you. 811 00:38:17,144 --> 00:38:19,669 ♪ Where the shadow ends ♪ 812 00:38:20,441 --> 00:38:25,829 ♪ Cross the badlands to rise again ♪ 813 00:38:27,076 --> 00:38:29,958 - They're ready for you. - ♪ I will see you ♪ 814 00:38:30,419 --> 00:38:33,067 ♪ Where the shadow ends ♪ 815 00:38:34,530 --> 00:38:39,895 ♪ There's a darkness up ahead ♪ 816 00:38:41,264 --> 00:38:43,677 ♪ I will see you ♪ 817 00:38:44,585 --> 00:38:47,286 ♪ Where the shadow ends ♪ 818 00:38:47,868 --> 00:38:50,035 ♪ Cross the badlands to rise again ♪ 819 00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:52,772 They say following the rules saves lives. 820 00:38:52,930 --> 00:38:55,036 When you decided to go to med school, 821 00:38:55,464 --> 00:38:57,348 you had dreams of a career. 822 00:38:57,775 --> 00:38:59,513 I know this isn't it. 823 00:38:59,832 --> 00:39:01,283 It's not mine either. 824 00:39:01,578 --> 00:39:03,473 I want to be in an OR. 825 00:39:03,737 --> 00:39:05,723 I want to be cutting. 826 00:39:07,158 --> 00:39:11,098 I want to hold my patient's hand, skin to skin. 827 00:39:11,803 --> 00:39:13,841 I want to meet their loved ones. 828 00:39:14,772 --> 00:39:17,450 I want to be in the before. 829 00:39:18,723 --> 00:39:20,567 But the before is gone. 830 00:39:21,447 --> 00:39:23,165 We're in the now. 831 00:39:23,257 --> 00:39:26,825 And people are looking to us to guide them through it. 832 00:39:27,461 --> 00:39:28,567 And we will. 833 00:39:28,996 --> 00:39:31,382 I'll teach you the jobs that need to get done. 834 00:39:31,467 --> 00:39:34,919 I will make sure that you learn as much as you can. 835 00:39:35,903 --> 00:39:37,294 And we'll be okay. 836 00:39:38,514 --> 00:39:40,106 We'll get through this together. 837 00:39:44,066 --> 00:39:45,383 But what happens 838 00:39:45,475 --> 00:39:47,911 when life suddenly changes the game entirely? 839 00:39:47,996 --> 00:39:51,044 ♪ Where the shadow ends ♪ 840 00:39:51,299 --> 00:39:56,169 ♪ There's a darkness up ahead ♪ 841 00:39:57,958 --> 00:40:00,294 ♪ I will see you ♪ 842 00:40:01,288 --> 00:40:03,770 ♪ Where the shadow ends ♪ 843 00:40:13,216 --> 00:40:14,624 What happens when you find yourself 844 00:40:14,708 --> 00:40:16,708 walking on totally new ground? 845 00:40:16,965 --> 00:40:18,584 You could walk, too, you know! 846 00:40:18,669 --> 00:40:20,596 - Wouldn't make a difference! - Why not?! 847 00:40:20,681 --> 00:40:23,575 Because the sand isn't real, Meredith! 848 00:40:34,583 --> 00:40:37,052 ♪ Where the shadow ends ♪ 849 00:40:37,865 --> 00:40:44,487 ♪ There's a darkness up ahead ♪ 850 00:40:44,571 --> 00:40:47,513 ♪ I will see you ♪ 851 00:40:47,975 --> 00:40:50,552 ♪ Where the shadow ends ♪ 852 00:40:51,188 --> 00:40:54,397 - ♪ I can see a lighthouse through the smoke ♪ - You said it wasn't real! 853 00:40:54,481 --> 00:40:56,399 ♪ Everything is lost, I know ♪ 854 00:40:56,483 --> 00:40:57,575 Ugh, I hate you! 855 00:40:57,660 --> 00:41:00,622 You love me. God knows I love you. 856 00:41:01,066 --> 00:41:04,473 - ♪ I can hear the breaking of the dawn ♪ - I'll be right here when you're ready. 857 00:41:04,558 --> 00:41:08,054 - ♪ Can you see the broken rays of light ♪ - I wish I knew. 858 00:41:08,139 --> 00:41:10,624 ♪ Caught into the dead of night ♪ 859 00:41:11,294 --> 00:41:14,472 ♪ And I know that I'll see you again ♪ 860 00:41:14,627 --> 00:41:16,845 ♪ Where the shadow ends ♪ 861 00:41:17,537 --> 00:41:19,167 Sync corrections by srjanapala